I thougt that i loved you. Boy was i wrong. I fell for your stupid games, your charm, and when you said you loved me, i fell for it. Funny thing is,the more i look back on it, and replay it all over and over, it wasnt that at all. you’ve been in love before, and i haven’t. When you said it, obviously, my heart pounded and i did nothing but smile and say it back. I thought laying in bed all day with you and laughing and joking was all i needed. But, Turns out, i didn’ feel that way at all. I never got butterflies from you. You never took me on a date, you never got to kknow me and the things inside me, my likes, and dislikes,my family, my fears, my goals. You never respected me. Not to mention the time you talked abou my sister who is obviously not all mentally there. And when i needed you most, you werent there. You. Were. Not. There. Ha, i was stuid for falling for you. That isnt love.
So thank you. Thank you for being an asshole and reminding why i keep my walls up so high, why i dont ever open up, and why i wil continue to be single because im scared of commitment. Thank you for teaching me never to give into douche bags like you. Thank you.
Do you ever want someone who’s taken? Someone you can’t have? Someone who doesn’t love you the way you love them?
Hurts like hell.